I don't want to die alone!

I sold my first thing on E-bay! Hoorah! It went smashingly. I just recieved payment through pay-pal! Meanwhile, between paypal and e-bay, you get RAPED! Paypal makes you upgrade your account to get credit card orders. And e-bay charges you to list the item. So all in all it cost me like five bucks to list this thing. BASTARDS! Buuuuut... I SOLD SOMETHING ON E-BAY! HOOORAH! I'm now part of the millions of people who bought or sold on e-bay.

In other news.... I DON'T WANT TO DIE ALONE! But better to die alone than to die with someone you're not happy being married to. Such might have been the case here.
I just want to share with you a whimsical, care free, light hearted message of good will and joy left on my answering machine by my ex-fiancé. There was no hard feelings when we broke up. She just told me she didn't love me, and then handed me my ring back, and I left her house broken hearted.
It's the feel good story of the year!
Well long story short... She was at a restaraunt with an x-coworker of ours, (that she hated). Pleasentries were exchanged (she approaching the coworker, who happens to be my friend), and that was the end of it. Until...
The coworker (Natalie is her name) tried to leave. All hell broke loose then, and the 40 some year old guy she was hanging on, and a friend of hers had to hold her back from starting a bar brawl.
Again, the only thing that was said was "Hi Natalie, it's nice to see you again!" "Uh, oh HI Linette, ummm, yeah you too. See you around!"
After the two of them talked, and all that.
Linette was SO overcome with her rekindled feelings for me, that she was COMPELLED to call and tell me she loved me.
Here is that message.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/theelectricgrandmadefroster/files/Linette.wav

NOTE: This is my yahoo group, and you might have to sign up/sign in to listen to the file.
God damn it, it's worth it though!

Ciao for now!